As my college's president expressed during his opening speech at the ceremony, commencement is both an end and a beginning. Just as the seasons shift, this is a natural change in my life. I knew of its occurrence months, years, in advance and did what I could to prepare for it, although I could never have predicted the precise outcome. I could never have dreamed of such wonderful years and people to spend them with, and I'm still unsure of how I feel about the change. What I am sure of, however, is that I will be studying at the University of Florida for graduate school. I will also search for teaching positions in hopes of beginning my career.
This marks the end to my running on a competitive team as much as it marks the end of my undergraduate education. Despite these endings, I will continue to run and compete and I will continue my education, but simply in other locations. A new location to call home also means new old lands to explore, learn, and appreciate, something I am exceedingly excited to do.
To end my undergraduate schooling and running, I logged one last long solo run in Guana River WMA. The paths were familiar, and I traversed many of my favorites. The observation tower at mile 2.5, the still-dry prairie trails, down to the sticky dark mud at the water's edge. As I returned to the parking lot, I managed to make a few new discoveries. Eleven young alligators waited, heads resting on the water's dark glassy surface, for my exit. Others looked on from the banks, as if wanting to say goodbye.
I will return, and I know these runs, this point in my life, will not be the same, but the thrill of the new is pulling me forward.
Congratulations! Oddly enough my 10 years out of college comes up in May 11th. It doesn't feel like 10 years....enjoy whatever adventure is next!
ReplyDeleteThank you!
ReplyDeleteCongrats on your graduation. Bittersweet isn't it?
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Keep running!